Fantasi Bersama Jejaka Idaman

Dialog bayangan bersama jejaka idaman;

keretapi: i'm so sorry, but i really can't accept your love. it doesn't matter what i feel about you, what i want to, what matters is the fact that i rather not.
jejaka idaman: why? i keep asking u and u never really tell me the reason. its not fair, you know it. maybe i can change for the better? i'm begging you!
keretapi: no! its not about you, trust me. its just. . me. i'm the issue here. i wish to go no further.
jejaka idaman: you have told me just another reason for you to tell me what's the problem. we've been friends for years, we trusted each other so much, now why can't you tell me? tell your best friend here why is it you can't accept love from 'another' man.
keretapi: *laugh* seriously, its not just the man, its men.
jejaka idaman: that makes the 'another' man feel a little better. then?
keretapi: okay. i have had enough of men. as simple as that.
jejaka idaman: what?! i never knew you've had a boyfriend!
keretapi: firstly, men aren't all supposed to be one's boyfriend, are they? and second, no, i never had one. even if i had i wouldn't tell you. but the thing is, its not about boyfriends whatsoever.
jejaka idaman: should i believe you? for all i know, maybe you are lying because you want me to stop persuading you. now i tell you, i wont stop. we've known each other for too long. you know my weakness and i thought you have accepted it. but i was wrong. just admit it.
keretapi: oh my god, i have never said such things! and won't ever! because they are not true at all, please understand me, will you? you are making this much more difficult than it is. i'm done explaining. i'm out of here. dont you prove to me that you are just the same as all of you are.
jejaka idaman: no, come back! i'm so sorry! i was being a fool! no, i'm so sorry. what i want to hear is why you can't accept me. and no matter how that may hurt, but its better than leaving me in the darkness. please? i'm still your friend, ain't i?
keretapi: alright. i'm gonna say this once and for all, and you shall never talk about it again.
jejaka idaman: i promised! tell me, why can't you accept men? me?
keretapi: as i said, i've had enough of everything. i cant bear gambling my own fate and life in order to get love. its not worth it. you dont know whether he is the right one, or even you. to be crazy and running after something so unpredictable and changeable, its not logical anymore. i don't believe in men who live in these days. most of them have been so bad even years ago, when i was a little girl, and i bet they are even worse now. for all i know, everyone these days are so wrong. even i am.
jejaka idaman: who made you this way? some unworthy random guy who so foolishly rejected your affection?
keretapi: hahah, i wish so. no, not some random guy. since i was little, i never let any random guy got the best of me, my pride.
jejaka idaman: so then, how could you end up this way?
keretapi: one thing you should know dear, boyfriends aren't always the one who can break a girl's heart and aren't the only role played my men. there's so much more of the world to it.
jejaka idaman: tell me, who is it if its not some random boy?
keretapi: you have asked me the correct question and have got the best answer one could ever get. can we go eat ice creams or anything now?


terpulang kepada siapa yang faham, siapa yang tidak. dan semestinya aku tak maksudkan kau faham ke tidak bahasa inggeris itu. dialog ni ade tersirat, dan semestinya dalam dunia sebenar aku takkan cakap benda sejiwang dan senovel dan semelodramatik ini walau macamane jiwang dan novel dan melodramatik pun aku waktu tu.

kalau tak faham pun bagus, so ape yang korg dapat drpd drama pendek di atas hanyalah trailer sebuah karya agung yang belum dihasilkan. hehehe.

Pisang Segar; peranan jejaka idaman masih belum diisi dan tidak akan diisi selagi masa belum ditepati dan belum disentuh oleh Illahi :)

ecececeh. tapi siapa nak hantar resume penyertaan dibuka.