Serioushit Questions #2: Declaration of Love... To Her

Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

Hajerah Pajero Hatimato Hatimun Harith, also known as Haje to me but commonly known as Hazirah, and she is my besfwen awww.

this was when i told her i love her.

• haje where are you 

  i love you

  ill wait for you

  come back

  come back to me

  come back

  and then i died in a flooding tunnel or something
• 
  

  flooding tunnel? lol tunnel banyak sampai tenggelam. flooded tunnel kot. whatev

  so i died

  and this whole story of us is just a make believe story by my sister who's tortured by guilt for separating me with the love of my lofe

  life

  which is

  you

  in her mind we're both at a beach running and laughing and hugging... wait this is getting weird

  but actually we're both dead

  oh yes you died due to some illness at the war or something

  but we both never get our happy ending

  never

  never

  like ever everrrr

  getting back togetherrr

  k.
• 

  Haz
  

  
  

  What is wrong with you. R u having ur pms?
• 

  Ama
  

  
  

  watcha doin

  oh actually it was a scene from Atonement just saying u kno rite

tengok tu orang cakap i love you dia cakap orang pms apalah nasib hidupku

ok it was not really a passionate, meaningful declaration of love right, but still. in case you missed it the i love you part is at the start of the conversation. the rest of it is just to show how much a loony i am sometimes when i get comfortable with people i really know.

starting this year i guess, when i started saying i love her, to her. even more often when i got into INTEC and she got into Palam, my roommate-tak-jadi sobs. at first it was awwwkward, it went like something like this

"haje, i love you"

"...."

"i love youuuuuu"

"k....?"

"i know you love me too say it back demmit"

"ok ok i love you too"

something liddatlaaa. haha. it wasn't like i forced her to say it or anything, Haje has always been someone who's not really all feelings and dramatic and emotional like me. to the point that i actually, many times, doubted her feelings for... er, someone. even i, who knows almost everything about it, doubt it. but i've seen the proofs of her, em, feelings, and i will doubt no more. teheeeMUAHAHA.

there comes a point in friendship when you trust each other to the point of sharing passwords and reading personal stuffs HAHA

we kinda balance out each other, compliment each other with her lack of shown affection and visible emotions, and my "OMG", "ASDFGHJKL", "LUVYABABEH" and stuffs. so it's good laa, isn't it?

omg im being rly sweet here. see? at first it will be hard for me to admit i love you to just anybody and be really lovey dovey like this, but it's gonna be worth it in the end.

worth it kan Haje? har har har i know you love me shadap.