repainting the breathing canvas

i tried to wash the paints away, using all the methods possible.
i thought it fades away, but the reality is sometimes even in the slightest blink, it jumps to rebel.
i wish for new ink to lighten the old canvas, to design if not better, a new one.
that's all i need to forget the worthless, seasoned sun.

instead of erasing the old evidence,
i was forced to erase the newly sketched image.
forced by this frustrating nonsense.
the faded unwanted colors are still tinted on the page.
the figures never stop moving, even locked up in the abstract cage.
 
i dont want this to web my art, and eventually trap me in confusion.
but why then i never stop giving it a frame extension?
it happens again and again, me giving space for a new print,
but in the end the page still belongs to the old ink.

guess i only have to hide it, not deny the flawed smile
and let the image be forgotten in time.


claim : i dont like copy brats and that's why i dont post all of my poems here as i really hate people claiming my works are theirs aka PLAGIARIZING. no matter how mind numbing my writing could be, i guess it is my right to overemphasize about this and still, dont take me wrong this is my poem and if anyone dares to plagiarize it, we'll meet outside heaven's gate alright? you could have been easily kicked out because of this matter you called nothing. see how extremely serious i am about people pirating my work, now i can imagine how artists feel about the bloody pirates at pasar malam.



okk. ni kali ketiga kot aku post poem aku kat blog ni. takkan selalu dilakukan, kerana -sila baca atas-. tapi ni la gak salah satu cara aku nak expresskan ape yg aku tak boleh ckp publicly. whether 100% atau 30% yang rahsia, bila aku dah mula bersajak tu adela bnda yg aku taknak org tau walaupun sedikit. tapi nak ckp gak, nak kurangkan bebanla katekan.

enjoy the poem.
anybody who knows what it means?