assalamualaikum.
aku sekarang online begitu jarang sekali tanpa paksaan sesapa.
tidak pernah begitu tau tak. harap2 berkekalan, amin.
so not much to say. oh ya, we had this thing called jejak jaya pmr 2009 at school today. all the straight As geeks (not entirely means that they pull their pants way too up and way too nerdie) were on the stage, looking like
"i've passed it with vividly flying colors. we are done now. u're next"
kak nad, firdaus zainal and kak husna each gave a speech on how to jejak jaya pmr dorg,
the do's and the dont's. so we took note. and i was looking up at them with huge admiration.
i dont know why, when i look at these officiall-book-smart people, my eyes would be not exactly crying, but just, teary eyed la kan. lagi2la first day this year mase cgu panggil budak2 tu ke depan assembly, i gasped and, teary eyed. rase berdebar semacam tau.
so tambah pulak dgn dorg punye fluent ckp kat depan tu. aisehh. mcm rilek gilaa. ade yg tulis point je, then elaborate them spontaneously. i was like, wow. these are mrsm materials. i didnt know such kind happened to be in this school. wow. i think i will soon have to wave bye2 to them.
just hope they wont get any offer, this school needs these people.
sbb kat skola aku ni da tenggelam ngn segala bagai budak banjir, budak ini budak itu yg perangai bukan2, sampai aku tak nmpk material yg bagus2 ni. dorg ade, and still will be, tp dorg takkan jadi majo. and i'm talking about sahsiah + study yg bagus.
kalau setakat skola pandai tapi pakai bra merah menyala ape cite kan?
ya allah mmg atmosfera pmr tu da membahang sekarang. taktaula sbb kitorg ni mmg da ade kesedaran ke, atau just azam tahun baru kan. harap2 tidakla. i want more than anything in my school life than everyone in my class, and ex-classmate, to grab that star. terutama aku la kan. sedih je nnt kalau semuorg terlompat kegirangan dan aku terduduk kesedihan. nauzubillah.
i know we deserve it. amin.
adela sesi soal jawab. itu ini itu ini. bagus, ade gak yg membantu. time kaseh.
takot arh ade sape tah ckp salah satu care adalah "beat the top scorer". alamak. tidakkk. ya aku selfish ok. bertambah tekanan ni. adeh. dah la tak tusyen.
ade kawan yg tau je nak jwb ape bila cgu baru ajar kat kelas, ade yg da jauh sgt belajar bnda yg kitorg nama chapter pon tak pnah dgr. mereka ialah budak tusyen. aku sgt envy dorg nih.
tp salah satu sebab aku tanak tusyen pon sebab aku tanak jd jnis org yg aku salu bengkek je. aku tau tusyen byk pekdahnya. tp ego aku mmg tahap melampau. nk wat camne kan. klu result first peksa aku teruk, aku tusyen arh.
tp ngn 2/3 classmates aku ni semua nya tusyen merata2,
aku da tau da ape jd pada bakal result aku.
nauzubillah.
aku maybe lah kan sebab result yg aku selalu dpt atas dasar bertuah tu, dan bag berat yg aku galas tetiap hari, tak lupa buku2 di tangan yg setia menemani dan speck yg baru dijiwai
org ingat aku ni calon pmr yg nerd. i mean, bukan aku je, kawan2 aku pon kena.
just because we dont have lockers in our class and have to carry those books everyday.
just because i am rabun, they say i am the type who sticks my nose with the books each minute.
just because we are ones of the firsts to arrive if something related about pmr being held.
agak terganggu la kan? its just not who i am.
i didnt wear speck because i study every freaking day.
my family already saw this coming because since i was a lil kid, i was the one who had my eyes stick to the tv, who did homeworks and reading novels under dim light
not because i study all the time. they say as if i dont have a life.
well my life doent always revolve around some things some people find cool.
mcm firdaus tu ckp
"hanya budak tak waras je yg gelakkan bnda tak patut. kalau org yg waras dorg akan rase sedih dgn bnda2 yg org ckp cool, nak tarik perhatian ni. dan org yg gelak tula yg tak waras."
mmg aku sgt setuju. aku tau kadang2 pon aku tergolong dlm kategori tak waras kot, tp aku sukala kata2 di atas. dan tak waras aku maybe takdela tak sewaras org laen, harap2la. aku kdg2 nmpk cam tak betul je kan. isk isk.
mesti si budak firdaus ni bangga eh aku quote die.
kadang2 aku pikir pengalaman2 aku ta kesahla dlm ape segi pon, lagi best dr pengalaman org laen. and org nmpk cam aku jenis budak yg baek je, taktau pape tentang dunia luar dan pengalaman remaja. weh aku cume da rase bnda2 tu awal dulu la. skg aku nak pencen, tak bole ke?
its just annoyingla, to have one thinks of me to be someone else. dont expect me to be something else. i hate expectations, tak kesah ape maksud di sebaliknya pon.
or maybe, allah just let them be because their words are just going to help me. words are pray, arent they?
WHATEVER. OKAY?
may all of us achieve our goals,
may all of us achieve school's target,
may all of us succeed in making the teachers proud,
in making our parents proud.
and i really mean, ALL.
may allah be with us every step of the way,
all the light shine on pmr candidates 2009.
amin.
aku sekarang online begitu jarang sekali tanpa paksaan sesapa.
tidak pernah begitu tau tak. harap2 berkekalan, amin.
so not much to say. oh ya, we had this thing called jejak jaya pmr 2009 at school today. all the straight As geeks (not entirely means that they pull their pants way too up and way too nerdie) were on the stage, looking like
"i've passed it with vividly flying colors. we are done now. u're next"
kak nad, firdaus zainal and kak husna each gave a speech on how to jejak jaya pmr dorg,
the do's and the dont's. so we took note. and i was looking up at them with huge admiration.
i dont know why, when i look at these officiall-book-smart people, my eyes would be not exactly crying, but just, teary eyed la kan. lagi2la first day this year mase cgu panggil budak2 tu ke depan assembly, i gasped and, teary eyed. rase berdebar semacam tau.
so tambah pulak dgn dorg punye fluent ckp kat depan tu. aisehh. mcm rilek gilaa. ade yg tulis point je, then elaborate them spontaneously. i was like, wow. these are mrsm materials. i didnt know such kind happened to be in this school. wow. i think i will soon have to wave bye2 to them.
just hope they wont get any offer, this school needs these people.
sbb kat skola aku ni da tenggelam ngn segala bagai budak banjir, budak ini budak itu yg perangai bukan2, sampai aku tak nmpk material yg bagus2 ni. dorg ade, and still will be, tp dorg takkan jadi majo. and i'm talking about sahsiah + study yg bagus.
kalau setakat skola pandai tapi pakai bra merah menyala ape cite kan?
ya allah mmg atmosfera pmr tu da membahang sekarang. taktaula sbb kitorg ni mmg da ade kesedaran ke, atau just azam tahun baru kan. harap2 tidakla. i want more than anything in my school life than everyone in my class, and ex-classmate, to grab that star. terutama aku la kan. sedih je nnt kalau semuorg terlompat kegirangan dan aku terduduk kesedihan. nauzubillah.
i know we deserve it. amin.
adela sesi soal jawab. itu ini itu ini. bagus, ade gak yg membantu. time kaseh.
takot arh ade sape tah ckp salah satu care adalah "beat the top scorer". alamak. tidakkk. ya aku selfish ok. bertambah tekanan ni. adeh. dah la tak tusyen.
ade kawan yg tau je nak jwb ape bila cgu baru ajar kat kelas, ade yg da jauh sgt belajar bnda yg kitorg nama chapter pon tak pnah dgr. mereka ialah budak tusyen. aku sgt envy dorg nih.
tp salah satu sebab aku tanak tusyen pon sebab aku tanak jd jnis org yg aku salu bengkek je. aku tau tusyen byk pekdahnya. tp ego aku mmg tahap melampau. nk wat camne kan. klu result first peksa aku teruk, aku tusyen arh.
tp ngn 2/3 classmates aku ni semua nya tusyen merata2,
aku da tau da ape jd pada bakal result aku.
nauzubillah.
aku maybe lah kan sebab result yg aku selalu dpt atas dasar bertuah tu, dan bag berat yg aku galas tetiap hari, tak lupa buku2 di tangan yg setia menemani dan speck yg baru dijiwai
org ingat aku ni calon pmr yg nerd. i mean, bukan aku je, kawan2 aku pon kena.
just because we dont have lockers in our class and have to carry those books everyday.
just because i am rabun, they say i am the type who sticks my nose with the books each minute.
just because we are ones of the firsts to arrive if something related about pmr being held.
agak terganggu la kan? its just not who i am.
i didnt wear speck because i study every freaking day.
my family already saw this coming because since i was a lil kid, i was the one who had my eyes stick to the tv, who did homeworks and reading novels under dim light
not because i study all the time. they say as if i dont have a life.
well my life doent always revolve around some things some people find cool.
mcm firdaus tu ckp
"hanya budak tak waras je yg gelakkan bnda tak patut. kalau org yg waras dorg akan rase sedih dgn bnda2 yg org ckp cool, nak tarik perhatian ni. dan org yg gelak tula yg tak waras."
mmg aku sgt setuju. aku tau kadang2 pon aku tergolong dlm kategori tak waras kot, tp aku sukala kata2 di atas. dan tak waras aku maybe takdela tak sewaras org laen, harap2la. aku kdg2 nmpk cam tak betul je kan. isk isk.
mesti si budak firdaus ni bangga eh aku quote die.
kadang2 aku pikir pengalaman2 aku ta kesahla dlm ape segi pon, lagi best dr pengalaman org laen. and org nmpk cam aku jenis budak yg baek je, taktau pape tentang dunia luar dan pengalaman remaja. weh aku cume da rase bnda2 tu awal dulu la. skg aku nak pencen, tak bole ke?
its just annoyingla, to have one thinks of me to be someone else. dont expect me to be something else. i hate expectations, tak kesah ape maksud di sebaliknya pon.
or maybe, allah just let them be because their words are just going to help me. words are pray, arent they?
WHATEVER. OKAY?
may all of us achieve our goals,
may all of us achieve school's target,
may all of us succeed in making the teachers proud,
in making our parents proud.
and i really mean, ALL.
may allah be with us every step of the way,
all the light shine on pmr candidates 2009.
amin.
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