Keretapi? Ayu?

Ingat tak aku cakap aku berkorban tak balik minggu lepas sebab aku taknak ponteng kelas?

pengorbanan sia-sia. sebab aku akan ponteng jugak. kan patutnya INTEC kasi cuti rabu, khamis, jumaat minggu ni. tapi tetiba kelas aku ada kelas pulak esok. padahal kelas lain takde aww. sume cuti. tapi kelas aku, siap semangat tanya lecturer ada kelas ke tak nanti. macam tak cukup balik kol 4 hari hari.

social science, everybody. don't let the name fool you. 

itu pun thanks to me, aku whatsapp our cute and cool psychology lecturer, mintak tangguh kelas khamis ni. being cute and cool, of course she said yes. french 3 jam masih ada, i only have one word to say to those who are coming: sufferrr (credits to our english lecturer who's cute and cool as well hihi). orang rumah dekat lima minit perjalanan je bolehlah ulang alik. tapi aku? 45 minit perjalanan tahu. dahlah takde lesen, takde kereta, takkanlah aku nak buat orang jadi driver aku camtu je. tapi ada hikmah jugak, adelah alasan aku skip kelas nanti hihi.

instead of going to lecture class tomorrow, i'll be going to driving class. #YOLO

oh i have an apology to seek from somebody.

to my lovely junior Shasha Azhar,

sorry! akak lupa nak buat thank you speech seperti yang dijanji haha. nak comment kat blog awak tak boleh, nak post kat fb segan, so akak selit kat sini jelah eh. thanks sangat for the post! terharu gila ai yuuu. shasha baik gila ngan akak, akak suka gossip-gossip girly-girly menjiwangkan diri dengan awak. tapi sekarang dah jarang dah. dululah selalu, since zaman myspace lagi. main tag tag gambar haha. awak cerita pasal.... oops. heheh. pastu kat sekolah awak selalu cam "hai kakak ayuuu," awww rindu. pastu akak pun "hai adik comelll" sweetla kita dua haha. tapi awak overrate akak oh. bila orang baca post tu mesti macam wow gila, tapi indah khabar daripada rupa... tsk. segan je. tapi kalau awak rasa akak macam tu, alhamdulillah Allah sorok apa yang tak best pasal akak. sobs. akak takut awak kecewa je nanti because you think highly of me ._. don't la don't. maluuu. pape pun, thank youuu. thanks for the time spent making that post, thanks for the good thoughts, thank you shaaa :')

teringat pulak kat sorang junior yang pernah buat post camni, Nadia Sabrina. Nadia awak privatekan blog awak eh, takleh akak cari balik post tu baca. har har. thanks jugak, walaupun dah lama :)

people always overrate me. remember that thing people on fb were into? "pm me a number and i'll make a status about you. the fun part is, only both of us know who it is about!" lebih kurang camtulah. i was into it too, tapi aku tak pernah buat lah. aku pm orang number je hehe. i was going trough a tough time, so i... kept all their answers in a draft. because their kind words - which i hope came right from their heart, even if the words aren't really true when it comes to me - made me feel better when some people were making me bitter. so i needed those, and i kept them close.


by Shasha

2503 - Awak comel, pandai, baik :D Awak idola shaa dlm akademik dan belog ;p Daaaan , saya sgt syg awk sbg senior (aww akak sayang awak jugak!) :DD . Nak tau tak , mula-mula shaa ingat awak pny boyf is -censored- ;P seriously (: Anyway , Awaaak lawaaa. (overrate gila ni haha)

by Junior no 1

2503 akak!I respect you gilagila lahh! at first i was like,omg! akak ni memang gifted! cause UR such a genius (no) and i kinda followed your blog entry (yeay! hihi) .so through your blog i kinda know who you are.ohoh!, you're perfect! in every way you can be. (i'm not...) i can't seem to find any way how people can hate you (HAHA IF ONLY YOU KNEW). if they do, maybe they're just jealous :P oh and you're having SPM next year right? Best of luck! Will be praying for you :D

by Junior no 2

0253- hehe my smartest senior. akak macam genius oh. (overrate alert) whyy? i want your brainn haha. and akak lawaaa sangat, putih and all, plus baik. (omg this girl is even prettier than Maya Karin so stop saying thattt) i wish i could be more like you :( (i have a crush on you honey) it seems like you dont have enemies je (in a way, true, cos I WON'T CALL THEM ENEMIES). haha and oh yeah i knew you since primary school. hehe cant wait to meet you this monday ;D ♥

see, overrate gila bapak lah semua hahah. i know they were sincere, but they didn't really know me either. sometimes i don't want people to know me. because then they'll change their idea of me. strange isn't it, when people can hate or love someone when they don't really know them.

moving on.

semalam selasa, lepas kelas terus aku balik rumah (thank God takde meeting peers haha). berikut adalah apa yang berlaku setelah sampai di rumahku syurgaku -

ma: uda cakap dia msg tapi ayu tak reply

me: ayu takde kredit

ma: mama bagitau dia ayu takde kredit, dia cakap ayu poyo

me: haha. hekeleh, dah orang tak reply tu pepandaila call ke apa ke

ma: dia cakap "tah tah ayu berendut ngan pakwe dia sebab tu kredit selalu habis"

me: eh tetiba. ma cakap kat dia, kalau ayu berendut pun orang yang call ayu. takde maknanya ayu yang call orang hahaha. asal ngan uda tu, salu ingat ayu ada pakwe. dah tak sabar ke apa

my bro being cute. pffft.

eh but i do call people. my girl friends. mostly using Digi Buddyz plan. free call and text baby.

rasanya kena explain kenapa family panggil aku ayu... aku taktau aku pernah tak explain sebelum ni, but here goes. orang yang baru kenal aku semua muka pelik je bila tau panggilan 'ayu' tu. ceritanya bermula dengan anak buah aku yg pertama. pada umur 5 tahun saya sudah bergelar makcik ya, so uncool. bukan je tak remaja, tapi tak kanak-kanak weh. gelaran diberi ialah maksu, mula-mula la. tapi bila anak sedara aku dah boleh bercakap, dia tak panggil maksu, dia panggil... jeng jeng jeng... ayu. beliau pelat ya. 

sebab tu maksu --> ayu.

mind blown tak?

puff kebabom.

sama mind blownnya masa aku bagitau skuad 1994, or now known as the ninety-force, mana datangnya nama keretapi ni. aku jumpa dorang ahad lepas, tapi 5 orang jelah. lagi 6 takde, lain kali mungkin. first time jumpa 4 orang tu, ada sorang tu dah tak heran banyak kali berlaga bahu dah (oh hai Nazu haha). macam biasa, reaction dorang masa pertama kali jumpa aku sama dengan reaction orang lain yang dah kenal aku dalam alam maya sebelum kenal kat dunia sebenar - "eh pendeknya! ingatkan tinggi!"

keretapi, everybody. don't let the name fool you. (cos i'm not 'long' like a train should be, geddit? no?)

bringing laptops where ever they go? you know, bloggers

oh ye back to the story. dorang datang kat seksyen 18 semata-mata sebab nak jumpa aku. eceh takde ah. sebab tiga daripada kitorang budak INTEC. sorang Palam. sorang Taylors. sorang UniKL. tapi dorang eager sangat nak jumpa aku, so dorang rela lepak kat Rafi je eh tak tak tak. k lepas dah dok kat Rafi settle sesi order semua, dorang pandang aku tanya

"sebelum tu, aku nak tau. mana datang nama keretapi?"

sumpah tak dijangka. blushing ai waktu tu.

"em, masa tu aku baru form 2. so em, macam mana eh. ok. korang tau... train of thoughts? ha, tu la."

pastu baru muka sengsorang macam ada mentol yang menyala kat kepala

"ohhhh!"

"haha, ok faham faham"

"baru form 2 kau dah guna word play camtu, woah"

"hehe mesti lah."

jadi begitulah. aku melayukan train of thoughts tu, jadi keretapi. masa tu baru pat belas tahun kan, taknaklah bunyi cam serius je. jadi aku tambah tutttutt belakang tu. konon tak nak cam matang sangat. tapi aku dah matang k masa tu ceyyy takleh blah. aku takkan tukar url blog ni, walau macam mana mengarut pun nama tersebut. i'll stand by you, tutt tutt, tsk.

ni first time rasanya aku cerita kisah di sebalik nama keretapi, padahal keretapi ni dah wujud 5 tahun kot.

well, i was just doing what i always do. procrastinating B)