Jadi Hari Ini Hari Jadi

Saya.

Yeay aku dah 17 tahun, boleh kahwin!

eh tak. fokus tu biar betul sikit, boleh ambik SPM! haaa. pfffft.


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This is like the worst birthday ever, i usually don't have a superb celebration or something, my birthday tends to be boring, because it is just like any other day. but this is the worst.

i don't ask for anything, i just want a day off. i want to lie in bed and drown in my fantasies, watch the TV and never let go of the remote control, as if being a sloth is something new to me. but what i really want is, to forget about the homework. i don't even wanna touch a book.


but hey, that isn't what's happening to me.

for today, tonight and tomorrow, i will be very busy building a sculpture for a competition. now i'm tired, i'm disappointed and i'm hoping i can jut spend the rest of the day enjoying being seventeen - which is doing nothing cause when you're in form 5 you're supposed to be working hard for SPM right? the working hard part is gonna start soon, hopefully.

in simpler words, so much for a happy birthday.

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sebab hari ini hari jadi saya, saya mahu buat diri rasa lebih berharga.

jadi saya dengar lagu jiwang Sempurna.



alah lagu Indon yang buat semua perempuan rasa terharu tu. dengarlah dan bayangkan ada orang nyanyi camtu untuk korang, ada rasa nak titiskan air mata tak?

lepasni nak dengar pulak lagu Chantek (Altimet) lepastu Istimewa (Indigo). Just The Way You Are pun boleh jugak, tapi tak nak sebab perempuan dalam video klip tu cantik sangat, memanglah "I love you just the way you are". ish, tak relevan untuk aku.


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To Allah, thanks for everything. tears shed this subuh is no indication of the redemption and gratefulness i feel. Alhamdulillah.



To those who wish, who give, and who sing, i can't thank you enough. you don't know how much it makes me happy, it may seem silly, but to me it never is. people, i love you.



and to those who don't, i love you too.


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jap nak dengar background music.


Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu



Terima kasih Andra and The Backbone, tsk tsk.