semakin habis masa ni semakin aku jumpa my unconscious self dok depan komputer, lepas tido petang setelah selesai sekolah, download beberapa lagu tiap2 hari, seronok intip hidup orang dengan membaca blog mereka, dan mcm2 aktiviti riadah lain. aku nak pmr ke tak ni weh?
sekarang pulak alasan aku, sabtu and ahad, the carnival and mighty minds days are arriving, and excitement stops me from doing anything useful, and i cant concentrate to do anything better, so why bother?
sebenarnya boleh je. tapi peraturan hidup ialah; jangan mengaku anda malas.
takpe, takpe. mulai minggu depan aku akan serious lagi, and spend my time with nothing but academic books. i might say this for the tenth time, but i'm pretty serious here, which is always.
adoi, sape yang boleh semarakkan lagi semangat aku nak belajar nih?
i'm afraid i mighy end up being how i used to be when i was 12. esok nak upsr aku masih boleh semangat membeli lima majalah wajib-beli zaman tu; UTOPIA, HYPE, GALAXY, KLIK, dan REMAJA. betul, aku beli setiap keluaran. sampai ade budak skolah menengah pandang aku semacam sbb beli majalah remaja.
to some people i might look nasty and mean kepada budak2 laki, but they are wrong. i'm good and just nice and available to be asked to goof around stupidly, but just to some worthy ones. especially to budak budak kelas, yg berjantina lelaki, memang aku kasar sikit. sebab i have enoughla putting up with them.
i know i am right to say if u are really observant, u could see me dulu being nice with budak2 laki kelas. but they didnt seem to appreciate it, and sometimes i was even called 'gedik' and 'gatal', just because i was being good to them, trying to build a bridge between guys and girls, sebab dulu keadaan gila sexist kat kelas aku, laki lain, pompuan lain, mcm hina sangat je.
but for god's sake, aku pulak yang salu kena. jadi aku dah sampai tahap yang dengan dorg ni, takyah baik sangat pun takpe. ade yang aku rase sangat baik, tapi aku takkan cakap sape lah. yang aku rase baik tu, aku pon jadi lagi baik ngn dorg. and as prove yang aku tak menggelabah, kalau korg tgk cara aku berkomunikasi ngn budak laki lain, aku ok je. if u know me at all, i of all people, takkan jadi sexist membuta tuli, kalau korg tgk rekod kehidupan lampau aku.
so i want to say sorry if BOYS I FAVOR, think that the cold way i act or some nasty words from me are meant for you, whereas its not. and to whom i actually meant it, its no big thing actually, if u read my blog u'll know i always stand up for boys if things get tensed. i will say, oh, give them a rest, they ARE BOYS, what do you expext? and i dont hate you either.
but there are times bila aku memang dah malas nak layan korg, so naseblah. BUT, i wont go pleading for forgiveness either. korg takkan nampak aku merayu rayu mintak maaf kat SEBARANG lelaki, so kalau aku tak mintak maaf kat korg, sila jgn tarik muka. hudoh nanti.
aku bukanlah hipokrit jugak, kalau korg ingat dengan laki lain aku baek, dekat budak kelas aku tak baek. it depends. ever heard of karma and what goes around c0mes around? pernah? bagus, jadi belajar belajar lah sikit. FRANKLY, dan UMUMNYA, aku sangat ade perasaan positif kat korg, and selalu suka tengok perangai pelik dan cool wannabe korg, dan akan rindu korg.
tapi, penatlah nak jadi baik sorg sorg kan. maybe korg tak perasan pon, tapi takkanlah, takkan tak perasan mulut sendiri ckp ape kan.
'FORGIVE' me for being a girl and cant stand you, its only when u really cross the borderline there.
sekarang pulak alasan aku, sabtu and ahad, the carnival and mighty minds days are arriving, and excitement stops me from doing anything useful, and i cant concentrate to do anything better, so why bother?
sebenarnya boleh je. tapi peraturan hidup ialah; jangan mengaku anda malas.
takpe, takpe. mulai minggu depan aku akan serious lagi, and spend my time with nothing but academic books. i might say this for the tenth time, but i'm pretty serious here, which is always.
adoi, sape yang boleh semarakkan lagi semangat aku nak belajar nih?
i'm afraid i mighy end up being how i used to be when i was 12. esok nak upsr aku masih boleh semangat membeli lima majalah wajib-beli zaman tu; UTOPIA, HYPE, GALAXY, KLIK, dan REMAJA. betul, aku beli setiap keluaran. sampai ade budak skolah menengah pandang aku semacam sbb beli majalah remaja.
to some people i might look nasty and mean kepada budak2 laki, but they are wrong. i'm good and just nice and available to be asked to goof around stupidly, but just to some worthy ones. especially to budak budak kelas, yg berjantina lelaki, memang aku kasar sikit. sebab i have enoughla putting up with them.
i know i am right to say if u are really observant, u could see me dulu being nice with budak2 laki kelas. but they didnt seem to appreciate it, and sometimes i was even called 'gedik' and 'gatal', just because i was being good to them, trying to build a bridge between guys and girls, sebab dulu keadaan gila sexist kat kelas aku, laki lain, pompuan lain, mcm hina sangat je.
but for god's sake, aku pulak yang salu kena. jadi aku dah sampai tahap yang dengan dorg ni, takyah baik sangat pun takpe. ade yang aku rase sangat baik, tapi aku takkan cakap sape lah. yang aku rase baik tu, aku pon jadi lagi baik ngn dorg. and as prove yang aku tak menggelabah, kalau korg tgk cara aku berkomunikasi ngn budak laki lain, aku ok je. if u know me at all, i of all people, takkan jadi sexist membuta tuli, kalau korg tgk rekod kehidupan lampau aku.
so i want to say sorry if BOYS I FAVOR, think that the cold way i act or some nasty words from me are meant for you, whereas its not. and to whom i actually meant it, its no big thing actually, if u read my blog u'll know i always stand up for boys if things get tensed. i will say, oh, give them a rest, they ARE BOYS, what do you expext? and i dont hate you either.
but there are times bila aku memang dah malas nak layan korg, so naseblah. BUT, i wont go pleading for forgiveness either. korg takkan nampak aku merayu rayu mintak maaf kat SEBARANG lelaki, so kalau aku tak mintak maaf kat korg, sila jgn tarik muka. hudoh nanti.
aku bukanlah hipokrit jugak, kalau korg ingat dengan laki lain aku baek, dekat budak kelas aku tak baek. it depends. ever heard of karma and what goes around c0mes around? pernah? bagus, jadi belajar belajar lah sikit. FRANKLY, dan UMUMNYA, aku sangat ade perasaan positif kat korg, and selalu suka tengok perangai pelik dan cool wannabe korg, dan akan rindu korg.
tapi, penatlah nak jadi baik sorg sorg kan. maybe korg tak perasan pon, tapi takkanlah, takkan tak perasan mulut sendiri ckp ape kan.
'FORGIVE' me for being a girl and cant stand you, its only when u really cross the borderline there.
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