Aku kekasih Fahrin Ahmad

DREAM 1

this dream was weird because i already knew my mark for bm, but then ...

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cgu mona said our marks were rather disappointing, and only two got As.

izzudin got A and tah i forgot the other one. and that meant i didnt get A.

andd...

I got 76!!! which in the dream was a b. no more hope to be on the top ;(

oh my god.

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in real life i got A but not 76, and it made me worry because maybe,

the mark i got was the wrong one. and maybe, my number was rolling down the list. or else why in the world would i have such dream? okay mimpi mainan tidur. but as tomorrow is the day kitorg dapat final result, nombor, ranking, hah it maybe means something.

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DREAM 2

and this dream, is the best lah betul aku cakap.

guess what. fahrin ahmad was in it. yes, the fahrin ahmad.

he was a friend of family, and that day was my brother's wedding (tah bila pulak aku ade abang kelima nih)

and after penat2 handle kenduri i fell asleep. so i'm gonna write started from that moment lah.

and paling best, the night before the kenduri kan orang byk datang rumah, fahrin was there too.

so we sort of did something that meant we were together. ah jgn fikir jauh. gatal.

it was just something stupid but at that time we started holding hands :D

hahaha. serious ni FAKTA mimpi ok BUKAN AUTA semata. terimalah kenyataan aku bercinta ngn fahrin dalam mimpi tu. kalau rase nak termuntah sila jgn baca.

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"ergh. penatnya" i sighed sambil melihat fahrin berdiri di muka pintu bilikku (kenduri, semua org share bilik)

"dah lama u tidur tau. bangunla dah senja ni" dengan hensem beliau berkata2.

"haa? pukul 7?! u tau tak mana mama i?"

"oh family u dah pergi rumah belah perempuan. dorg taknak kejut u tadi"

"so sape lagi kat umah ni?" hmm. peluang. muahahaha

"u, i ngn ade sedara mara tumpang mandi solat semua"

"ohhh" dammit.

"hey i heard about your dinner tu. boleh i antarkan nanti"

"ya allah!!! dinner krk!!! lupa betul!!!" aku gelabah bangun. "ya allah camne ni?? camne i boleh lupa! u die start pukul 8 ok! i ade sejam lagi ni!"

"la ye ke?? so siap lah cepat!!!"

so i grabbed my towel and my night gown semua. takde mase nak berkemban depan sedara mara walaupon fahrin ade. lah. banyak gilaaa sedara aku nak gne toilet. sampai berattur ni! beragaklaa sikit, janganla buat rumah aku mcm dewan kebajikan. kenduri dah habes! balik!!!

still aku pon ikot beratur. oh my lamanya. aku pergi toilet master bedroom mama. ahh tidak, lagi ramai sedara yg aku tak kenal pon. adehh.

"er boleh guna toilet tak? ade hal nak cepat ni"

"tak boleh. kena beraturla. kitorg pon lama tunggu ni" sorg sedara berupa bangla jawab. tah bila plak aku ade pertalian darah ngn bangla ni. so aku tunggu. takleh buat ape ah. selepas rasenya 27 minit tunggu, aku pon dapat masuk.

tensyen gilaaaa. patutnya akulaa yg kena guna toilet lama. ngn berpeluh melekit melayan tetamu ke sini ke sana kasi bunga telur semua, aku la yg kena mandi puas2 utk jadi wangi malam ni. ni tak. demi menjimatkan masa, aku pon mandi dalam lima minit je.

"jangan pandang!! i nak cari baju! ya allah i taktau pon nak pakai baju ape!!!!"

"theme die ape?" fahrin hensem tanya sambil tak pandang aku. do not misunderstand. i was still in the night gown ok. die cuma mengikut arahan je.

"err. traditional or formal i think. obv i nak pakai traditional la. tapi takde baju yg that traditional. takkanla nak pakai baju kurung biase kan?" bebelan.

"buatlah jadi that traditional" sukahati kau je.

"ohh i tau! i ade sari, so sari pon traditional kan? i nak pakai sari tu! lain dari yg lain. u rase?"

"anything will do" ceh. camnila aku nak. hekhek.

yes baby?

so i changed to my sari. baju dalam die hijau2 sikit, tapi sari yg balut badan aku tu kaler purple. weird combination. but tah camne, i looked stunning. hakhak.

"there!" aku tarik nafas lega.

"siap? ok jom. kite ade 5 minutes before 8 ni"

"nak pg mane?" tiba2 ade harith iskandar lak. hesh kacau je. die mcm sidekick fahrinla dlm mimpi ni.

"nak hantar pg dinner die. sape lagi ade kat bawah?"

"oh semua sedare die dah balik. tinggal kite tiga je. aku nak ikot"

"kau jage rumah lah please?" bestnya ckp ngn artis camtu.

"ala dinner kau bukan jauh kan, aku boring lah" kate beliau sambil menjilat sudu ais krim.

"ah yelahh. jom!"

fahrin ngn harith mendahului. sekejap je dorg dah masuk kereta. aku pandang kat cermin besar kat living room tu, one last check. oh. my. god. i looked horrible.

my face was pale. my lips was also pale. i had eye bags. and worse, my hair was uncombed, it had intersecting lines for god's sake, and i looked really hideous. ah well, at least i got fahrin as a boyfriend. but i really had to do something about this.

"heyyy! heyyyy!!!!" i called the guys in the car. harith went out.

"harith, kau cakap kat fahrin, aku nak buat final touch. jap je tau!!!!!!!

so i ran upstairs and began my agenda.

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"amaa? u tau tak dekat sejam i duduk dlm kereta tunggu u. u buat pe?"

"ah. i had final touch."

"like what?"

"mandi. takpe rambut i dah kering. manicure. scrub. and sekarang simple make up"

i said as i applied the mascara. dark eyeshadow, rose blusher, deep earth colour lipstick.

there. natural-look make up. nothing too obvious and girly and vogue.

"u tau tak sekarang pukul berapa?"

"taulaa. u jgn buat i tensyen. ok sekarang dah 9.30, but i'm still going. takkanla i nak pg awal ngn muka mcm tadi. baik lambat sikit asal i nampak elok kan?"

"masalahnya dah lambat sangat ni"

"i knowww. i kena pergi tau tak. kang marah plak budak2 tu bila tak cukup org pergi. and, i dah bayar, nanti burn masuk perut orang lain" aku jawab sambil pakai anting2 yg memang matchlah ngn sari ni. what an indian look. satu lgi FAKTA ; kawan2 aku kat mrsm dulu ingat aku ade mix ngn hindustan something sebab mata aku ade line hitam. tergelak2 aku sampai dorg rase terhina.

"tengok. i dah siap. perfectly. takdela maen taruk mcm tadi. tapi sekarang dah malamla, nnt kalau family i balik camne? harith taknak jaga rumah. and asal dorg tak balik2 lagi ah?"

"takpe nanti kitorg balikla jaga rumah ok after hantar u"

"alaa. i thought u were going with me?"

"what? of couse not. but i will be happy to" he smiled. ahh

"we arent allowed to bring guests i think, but kesah ape, they will be happy to meet you"

"boleh ke? ok then" ahh. going to the dinner with fahrin, what a surprise to my friends.

"eh jap. i ingat! tonight my bro from new zealand nak baliklaaa! patutla family i tak balik lagi. mama ade cakap dorg nak trus amek angah!"

"la ye ke?"

"asal laa semua harini. wedding, dinner, arrival. takde hari laen ke?"

i said. ouch. wait. i stiffened. oh. my.

"fahrin, em. harini hari ape?"

"er, selasa?"

"ya allah. ya allah. ya allah. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

"kenapa kenapa?" fahrin gelabah utk aku. how sweet. haha

"fahrin. adoi. i silap. tadi i bangun u terus cakap pasal dinner. and i tgh mamai. sebenarnyaaa"

"ape???"

"sebenarnya dinner tu esok!!!!" i felt like crying. trus aku terduduk. sia sia semua.

"ha? betul ke?" die pon terkejut.

"betul. aduhh. penat i dress semua camni. make up la manicure laa. last2 esok!!! ahhh"

we sat in silence.

then fahrin broke the silence.

"hm. takpelah. tak sia sia pon. jom i bawak u makan."

"kat mane? i pelik la pakai mcm indian tetiba"

"takpelah, so kite pergi restoran india. jom?" he smiled and tugged my hand. ah how dream boleh menghalalkan perbuatan. hahaa

"hahh. yelah. jom. make sure berbaloi ngn ape i pakai ni"

"okay."

so we walked hands in hands towards the car :D

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too good to be true?

menyampah?

impossible?

aku make up?

aku manicure?

aku speaking?

aku ngn fahrin?

aku pakai sari?

aku ngn fahrin?

pelik?

terimalah kenyataan.

pelik pelik pon, aku tak menipu.

nama pon mimpi :D