Did you watch Sydney White? There's this antagonist girl, whenever she's reaching the boiling point she will inhale and breath out her soothing words "Prada. . Gucci. . Chanel. . Armani," and she will be cooled down at the thought of those ridiculously expensive goods.
for me, i have my own soothing words.
yesterday, out of the blue, i thought about some people and a sudden wave of anger hit me. thinking about matters which i have buried deep inside, they were leaking out, unstoppable after all this while. i felt bitter. so what did i do?
i took out last year's school magazine. i flipped the pages and found the solution-the solution which bears the record of me being the top of our batch.
its pathetic. but it makes me feel good whenever i start to feel inferior. it makes me know i did achieve something when i feel everything is unfair and i'm being wasted. it makes me think of what i have accomplished, and see the possibility of the path before me.
i know its a bit self-absorbed, but what else will lift you up when you fall, aye?
so what's your soothing words?
for me, i have my own soothing words.
yesterday, out of the blue, i thought about some people and a sudden wave of anger hit me. thinking about matters which i have buried deep inside, they were leaking out, unstoppable after all this while. i felt bitter. so what did i do?
i took out last year's school magazine. i flipped the pages and found the solution-the solution which bears the record of me being the top of our batch.
its pathetic. but it makes me feel good whenever i start to feel inferior. it makes me know i did achieve something when i feel everything is unfair and i'm being wasted. it makes me think of what i have accomplished, and see the possibility of the path before me.
i know its a bit self-absorbed, but what else will lift you up when you fall, aye?
so what's your soothing words?
5 comments:
alamak! entry bhasa omputih plak? hehehe ape2pun nice entry...
ikut mood :)
tapi biasenye kalau emo-emo salu dlm english.
ikut orang.
kalau adik? mencarut, tapi dlm hati. atau2, tulis dlm ketas, pastu koyak.
org lain? mencarut juga, dlm hati.
it's somethg i've never told anyone, but it's the truth. :(
hohhh, mencarut dlm hati tu dah pasti. mesti takleh elak, sbb nama pun dalam hati kan.
dont worry, as long as tak cakap kuat2 x)
and try je mengucap, boleh stop carutan2 tu sme :D
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